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[May. 11th, 2005|03:41 pm] |
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| | I hide u in my walls ur body will never be found.. | ] |
damn i haven't written in here for months lol and still nothing new has really happen except i was really upset about some dork that was playing me for a fool but i don't care anymore ill be continue to be his friend i have someone new in mind <3 finally lol i had the courage to allow him to know how i felt lol well ill write tomorrow i really don't know what else to write right now later |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 9th, 2005|09:46 pm] |
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| |  contemplative | ] |
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| | a weema wep a weema wep | ] |
Today was alright i was pretty happy throughout the day umm lol we are making babies in bio lol im gonna have two kids with this kid chris lol (chris's are pretty gay) but he seems pretty kewl lol anyways umm nothing else is really going on except im freezing cold cuz we ran out of oil lol so now my sis's bf is trying to fix it so i don't freeze over night cuz my daddy's not home to do it im scared i don't wanna freeze but im sure we'll be fine hmmm well im gonna go dont really feel like typing anymore i have to do this damn english paper STRESSFULL! |
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| Saturday |
[Mar. 5th, 2005|01:36 pm] |
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| |  apathetic | ] |
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| | lalalalalal | ] |
Yea i know i haven't written for a long time iv just been so busy and stressed with school and shit this damn research report shit for mrs.roth is so stressin me out im so scared that im gonna fail it! anyways yea so im going to my sisters house today to see my gram and my 2 aunts that i haven't seen for like ever that should be kewl i can't wait umm nothing else is really going on my sister and her fionce went to mexico on thursday they come home tomorrow i hope they are having a good time well iv gotta get giong my brother in law should be here soon love! |
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| Haven't written |
[Feb. 24th, 2005|08:32 pm] |
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| |  confused | ] |
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| | i tear my heart open and sew myself up | ] |
Sorry i haven't written for awhile ive been kinda busy lol yea sleeping all the time i should stop doing that im starting to want to sleep all the time uhh i dunno what to talk about cuz i really haven't done anything today we got out of school at 11 cuz of the snow which was kewl i went with Austin and Cody to the chinese buffet for lunch after school that was an expierence and a half lol every time im with them something stupid always happens lol i saw something when i got there that kinda bothered me jelousy is a horrible thing to feel anyways yea nothing else is really going on in my life so haha later |
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| R.I.P. Cindy |
[Feb. 19th, 2005|05:52 pm] |
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| |  melancholy | ] |
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| | We stand strong heartache to heartache, love is a battlefied | ] |
Today really wasn't the easiest day I had to go with my family to one of my mom's best friends funeral. It was really really hard but we made it through. other then that i really didn't do anything today except sleep like the hole day away i wasn't really feeling good im supposed to go to ashley's house tonight buti dunno if i am or not and then tomorrow hopefully Desiree can go with me to Chris's show that way all three of us Tori Desiree and I can all hang out I love when all of us hang out we are such good friends its so much fun well thats all for today later |
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| aggravated |
[Feb. 17th, 2005|08:02 pm] |
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| |  aggravated | ] |
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| | medicate me so i die happy | ] |
Today was so agravating people piss me off to no end its like u can't talk to anyone anymore with out fucking dumb ass ppl spreading shit or making stupid shit up i wish they could just fuckin grow the hell up and stop being gay!
Other then that today was a pretty good day tomorrow is gonna suck so bad i have like seven tests in school so hopefully all goes well and i pass some of them lol well gotta go love all ya! |
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| what should i do |
[Feb. 15th, 2005|07:26 pm] |
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i dunno what to do all i do is sit around and think about stuff that will only happen in my dreams but i can't sleep cuz i haven't talked to u in days.errr this bites why do i have to feel this way i guess theres nothing i can do about it i already... |
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| Sorry |
[Feb. 7th, 2005|09:39 pm] |
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| | bitchy | ] |
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| | even in his youth even in his youth | ] |
Yea sorry i haven't written for awhile actually i shouldn't even be doing this right now im risking my life to do this i kinda got into alot of trouble for doing something really stupid but not even that bad this past weekend i feel like everyone expects me to be perfect like i wasn't aloud to make a mistake well i just wanted to write and tell yas why i haven't and probably wont' be writing for a lil bit love all and forever u to tori no matter what lol u know what i mean |
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| Gay day |
[Feb. 3rd, 2005|04:16 pm] |
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| | drained | ] |
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| | "its all in the past bitch cuz now i've got it big" | ] |
Hello yea i havn't written for a couple of days but yea its not like my life is exciting enough to have anything happen in it well umm i think the most exciting thing that happened was finding out that Chris's band plays at the silo on the 20th so im gonna go to that hopefully desiree can sleep over and go with me that would be fun and then tori her and i could all hang out there and if chris pisses me off lol tori will "curb stomp" him for me lol her words and desiree will help hold him down hahaha wow i really miss him alot! Anyways yea nothing else really happen since last time i wrote umm yea so thats all im gonna write for today im real tired im gonna eat and go sleep for a lil bit! |
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| So TIred! |
[Jan. 31st, 2005|07:33 pm] |
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| | thirsty | ] |
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| | Would u choose water over wine hold the wheel and drive! | ] |
Oh man this weekend was so tiring lol Friday right after school Jaz and I went to Wal-Mart on the greatest place in the world we were having so much fun and then on the fricken way home her damn car broke down something about the spark plugs but who fricken cares is all i cared about was getting out of the cold i think i had frost bite on my feet anyways so yea i came home and then Ashley called me and asked me to go to Wal-Mart with her lol for stuff for her new house so yea that was fun i felt like we went shopping for a 3rd world country lol! THen on Saturday I had to wake up at 9 and go help Ashley move into their new house in Straustown well let me tell u how much fun that was her and i were up unpacking shit until 6 in the morning we finally went to sleep and fricken both of us woke up 2 hours later and started working again fucking physco i know but we wanted to get done so yea I'm so fricken tired one good thing i found out today though Tori and Matt are finally a serious thing now thats good shes happy thats all that matters he hurts her lol he has Desiree and I to deal with haha look out then! well yea that was my lovely weekend right now im done cuz im to tired to type love much! |
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| Tired! |
[Jan. 27th, 2005|07:51 pm] |
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| |  tired | ] |
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| | do the mash patato baby do the twist | ] |
Oh today was so tiring it took forever and i guess it didn't help that i was on the phone until forever in the morning lol I'm so glad i went to school today though becuz Ashleey did something extreamly stupid that was so halarious we were sitting in art class and she was trying to hyjack some ink for something so she put it in her ice tea bottle and forgot so she accidently picked it up and dreank it i feel really bad for her everyone was laughing but u just couldn't help it, it was funny as all hell lol i hope shes ok though like it doesn't make her sick im sure she'll be fine they called poison control they said that it was non-toxic so she should be ok lol other than that nothing exciting really happened today i just chilled most of the day away like always welp im gonna get going later and love! |
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| Sick |
[Jan. 26th, 2005|03:10 pm] |
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| |  sick | ] |
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| | not in the mood for a song | ] |
BLah today was a horrible day i woke up and felt like shit im getting sick plus last night Zach told me he hates me which is just great! Other than that not very much happened today im probably gonna have a bunch of homework to makeup tomorrow which will suck but o well at least i got a day off i feel a lil better now then i did this morning yea well ill live late! love all |
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| today |
[Jan. 25th, 2005|08:42 pm] |
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| | frustrated | ] |
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| | the worst is over now and we can breathe again | ] |
Hello I'm a little on the blue side today i found out that my friend Jared is going into the marines core in a month and i won't see him for 3 months. So that just boosted up my mood a hole zero. My mom is being a total bitch today im so dissapointed in her for reasons ppl know. Tori just called me from the basketball game fun fun and fricken Nate kept getting the phone some how and talking to me asking about "the kids" lol all of them that we don't have lol so that kinda made me laugh a lil bit. And then of course like always im down about "him" yes we all know who he is but don't wanna speak his name cuz he's a total jack ass to me right now but i still love him! well don't feel like writing anymore later all! |
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| Disturbed |
[Jan. 24th, 2005|05:58 pm] |
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| | nostalgic | ] |
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| | i will paint u in silver, i will wrap in cold | ] |
Well what to say aobut today umm.. well I found out last night that Chris has an upcoming show at the silo so ha I can finally find out why he did what he did hopefully it doesn't break me down even more! Other then that umm.. Tori has a new boyfriend Matt he's a sweetheart and a half i like him alot more then the last ones! Fricken Desiree didn't come to school today probably becuz of this horrid weather I don't think we should of had school anyways today was horrible the roads were terrible my bus almost crashed 7 billion times on the way home! Yea well life goes on and on and on........... |
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| Snow Sux! |
[Jan. 22nd, 2005|02:54 pm] |
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Today pretty much blew so far i am so bored it started snowing at about 10:00 this morning which was kewl but I can't go anywhere! Tori just called me a couple a minutes ago and well guys are lying backstabbing motherfuckers i sware to u sweetheart we will find the right ones and i think yours is right in front of u u just don't know him good enough yet love ya much!
~SNOW BITEZ~ ~IM FREEZING~ |
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| GOod ole days |
[Jan. 18th, 2005|04:14 pm] |
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| | confused | ] |
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| | i want your skull, i need your skull | ] |
Today was a half decent day it actually started off really good i was in a real good mood this morning after going to bed from a real horrible night not gonna explain. But yea i was supposed to meet someone today but here i sit and he still has no idea who i am yea i guess its my fault i should have said hi but i was just to shy. but yea i felt like a retard cuz everytime i saw him i knew who he was but he looked at me and had absolutly no idea which sucked becuz he seems pretty kewl wich is very rare for a guy lol they are always usually ass holes that care more about themselves then anyone else DICKS! anyways other than that my day went awesome tori was in a real good mood today wich was awesome cuz i love when she is in a good mood she always makes me laugh lol! DESIREE I LOVE U! u have to talk to me sooner or later! |
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| BOOORING!!! |
[Jan. 17th, 2005|09:36 pm] |
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| | bored | ] |
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| | xxxxxx | ] |
Today was the most boring day of my entire life i slept all day and then tori called me that was the most exciting thing im always glad to talk to her shes the bestest friend anyone could ask for Sorry this one was short nothing happened lol! later
"Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and dream of you and I wish on a star that somewhere u are thinking of me too!" |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 16th, 2005|11:14 pm] |
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| | crushed | ] |
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| | No matter how far I go my heart remains with u! | ] |
Today was boring and really upsetting! last night i went to my grandmothers house and got to see her and my cousins that i haven't seen for like a year so that was kewl until my cousin and i started talking about him which sucked cuz that always brings me down no matter what guys really suck i hate it i mean i think i am a half decent girl i mean i don't drink or do drugs or anything i think that damn good for a 15 year old girl now days but i just can't seem to find a good guy! errrrrrr guys suck i just wanna be happy for once like everyone else even though i know u don't need a guy to be happy im just sick of being lonely and i know tori and desiree know exactly what i am talking about! Although i don't understand why either of them don't have a b/f they are both extreamly gorgeous but yet lonely cuz guys can't get past their selfishness!!!!!!!!!
I love u guys even if we grow old and are lonely for the rest of our lives at least we'll have eachother forever! |
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| BLack MOon |
[Jan. 14th, 2005|05:11 pm] |
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| | anxious | ] |
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| | La La La La La La La....! | ] |
Today was a pretty kewl day we had a half day in school so we got out at 11:15 I found out that i got a 100 on my world cultures midterm lol even though i failed my bio one wtih a 65 its all good the 100 made me feel better haha So anyways yea its like 5:12 and im getting ready to go see my friends band Black Moon play for the first time i hope its awesome i bet it will be well i gotta get going my dad casko will be here soon lol Love all! |
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